The Cat I Left Behind-Part 2
Find Part 1 of this story here. My poor old cat is much worse and he is heading towards kidney failure, a very common problem in old cats. These days I feel quite hysterical as I can't stop crying and trying to absolve myself of guilt that won't go away.
I've asked Cyndi, Laurie, Laura, Dagne, Demetrio, almost everyone I could for advice. My poor husband has had to deal with the brunt of my pain and hurt. Sadly I have been taking it out on him. I just can't seem to feel better about this. It looks like Bak-Gai will have to be put to sleep before his quality of life deteriorates even further. This feels like one of the worst things I have ever done in my life.
Mood(s): Sad, Desperate, Angry, Resentful, Anguished.
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